Παρασκευή 27 Δεκεμβρίου 2013

Life of an angora rabbit





Rabbits live for appox. 3 years or something.

When I was sick once, thinking that I may soon die,

I bought a common rabbit as a pet,

So that we are both on the same level of everyday living and expectation ..

That rabbit helped me a lot, but I was not protective of it at all

When we had visited the summer house, during our Easter holidays,

I thought I should let the rabbit move free around our farm.

She seemed so happy about it, moving in and around the spring grass 

Then she slipped my attention for a while, as I went into the house to cook

A passing by dog took advantage of my absence and ate the beautiful white rabbit..

How could I not see it coming?

Or was this, what I subconsciously wanted to happen?

To this day I still wonder...


Then , recently, I saw this video ,

About the life of angora rabbits ...

And I remembered everything

And I think I am a monster too.

?

Τετάρτη 11 Δεκεμβρίου 2013


Εχω προσπαθήσει τόσο πολυ 
Να ζήσω

Και να αδιαφορησω για τις προτεραιότητες 
Των άλλων 

Απέτυχα

Και το μέσα μου αρνείται
Αυτή την αποτυχία 

Απέτυχα διπλά

Με τις λάθος επιλογές ατόμων
Που επέτρεψα 
Να μπουν στην ζωή μου
Με τον έναν ή τον άλλον τρόπο

Και τα λούζομαι όλα τώρα,
Στην πιο δύσκολη ηλικιακή στιγμή 

Η μοναξιά , βέβαια , πάντα παρούσα.

Ευτυχώς, η επίσης πάντα παρουσα τρέλλα μου 
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